Why do people Fight??

I guess im writing about this because im worried, i think about this everyday, its always replaying over and over like a broken record.

the fights are constant and heartbreaking, they happen everyday and no matter how much i walk away and close the door the yelling never gets softer. It must be hard to talk your problems out. I'm really scared that you'll part. What will i do when my Two Knights in Shining Armor the ones that are so close to my heart leave and go their separate paths??

how could you talk about Divorce in a normal sentence? did you even consider that it would affect us, How Could you EVER think we could even possibly be okay with taking sides?

How can i take sides to Immature monsters...

was it my fault? Am i the reason why you hate each other? If i was a boy would it be better?

you blamed her didn't you,, It was never her fault... Blame Me not her!

I'm scared that if i ever love someone i will act like you two do, i never wanna be like yous..

i don't Wanna love because hurting them with my bitter words would make a small part of me die,, i just know it would! I cant let them act like that to me either,, i just cant deal with that..

The saddest thing is that you try to pretend like its nothing, like yous are totally fine,, why are you in Denial?? i wish you'd just admit it and freely say it,, is it that hard to say you have a Problem?? sadly, your not fooling anyone..

i Love you both so very very much ,, but you've ruined my ability to love, to show emotion, to want to care... im so scared i cant even trust anyone, how can i help yous so you can love each other again? i just wanna make everything better, if i left maybe yous could be happier...

Free...

JuLie ♥

xox

Love me?..

'there i was left standing,, All Alone. '

my chance is gone,, its too late,, Whyd they have to go?? why didnt i just tell them!

i believe that happiness is within a person and in the end we can only trust ourselves. but sometimes i get so lonely, i just want someone to come home to, i wanna be able to Love and be Loved i wanna know that im not some kind of monster,, im actually a lovely Human being...

why is it so hard to find someone?? is it true that theres some Knight (girl or guy) in shining Armor coming to save us? or are we just desperate and lying to ourselves??

why is it that we have a list of what we want in a person but yet when someone comes along we drop it all and 'settle' for them cause they showed interest?...

Why are we so involved in being inlove.,,, why is it the most important thing in ones life??

so many questions , its all racing through my head..

i Dunno what to do and how to go on..

but even though it hurts right now i know that the world is amazing and yous should all believe in love and life,, but before you make a choice again,, really consider if its right, use your Head then your heart cause our heart is desperate and the heads always right...

thankyou :)

Spread Love,,

WiTh Lv..

JuLie ♥

xox

Love.

Dear my Followers..

i was watching a movie tonight and it was ofcourse about love.

but have you realised that LOVE isnt what it used to be , its not as promising or important

its overly used, its widely miss-used and not many people fall in LOVE they have 'infatuation'.

but how do we really know that its love??

or if its simply hormones making us feel great?

and why does it wear off?

no matter how much you try to avoid it love is always around, its always with you and your always going to love something..

and thats really brilliant, believing in something that you dont know the outcome even though its scary but its Brave and its wonderful and itll take you to places that you never knew were there.

give Love a chance ( even though its crazy and messed up)

never let anyone make you feel like its no use loving something in this world..

love whatever you want to , even if your friends say not to. love the people that you want to not the ones that supposedly "look right"...

trust in something that you normaly wouldnt.. you never know it might take you to places that you never thought of :)

always remembering to love yourself and others :)

i know youve been told these things before but really ,, REALLy think about it,,, we dont say it because we want to be lame and quotish.. we say it because its true, and when in action can make your life so much better.. and funner hehe

Spread Love

WiTh Lv..

JuLie ♥

xox